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bitchezzz... [Dec. 26th, 2005|05:57 pm]
Dying Pretty Beats Living Long and Getting Ugly.
ok so like i don't even update this stupid thing anymore...i'm too cool for live journal, obviously.
i spend too much time updating myspace. it's obviously way better.
that and stupid fuckwad anus weiners can't leave stupid fucking comments like, "aaaw isnt that just the ecstasy talking?" and what not.
i'm edgexcore now.
haha not.
i just don't do drugs anymore. i got bored with them. except acid. but thats like a once every 2-3 weeks thing. i hope you(whoever you are) realize that me doing drugs makes me no less of a person than you. and so i'll have a shorter life than you. if you've seen my user info, you'll see i don't give a rat's ass.
i'm a narcissist, and a frigid bitch, and i hate everyone except for a few people. mostly only myself and my love-meat, aka a one mr. Sky. so i really don't care what anyone has to say. i suppose you could say i've woken up. hooray!
so like, fuck off and junk.
unless i like you...in which case, youi have my email, and should find out my myspace and such.
don't both commenting to this entry if you're going to say something stupid, because if you are going to say something stupid, my response will more than likely consist of a "fuck off and die, plzkaythx, i hate you"

bye livejournal, its been ok i guess.
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o0o0o0oh [Nov. 7th, 2005|05:44 pm]
Dying Pretty Beats Living Long and Getting Ugly.

my pet!
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(no subject) [Aug. 19th, 2005|03:17 pm]
Dying Pretty Beats Living Long and Getting Ugly.

go there if you want to live!
for pictures!!!
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(no subject) [Aug. 16th, 2005|04:30 pm]
Dying Pretty Beats Living Long and Getting Ugly.
i'm meeting up with a boy who wants to read beat poetry to me and share cigarettes and a nap with me in an hour...

i think i'm in love.
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(no subject) [Aug. 13th, 2005|10:02 pm]
Dying Pretty Beats Living Long and Getting Ugly.
I do not mind
if all I am is just a friend to you
But all I want to know right now
Is if you think about me too...
So when are all my troubles
going to end?
I'm understanding now
that we are only friends
To this day I'm asking why
I still think about you

I'll be the waterwings that save you if you start drowning
In an open tab when your judgement's on the brink
I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite
Albums back as your lying there drifting off to sleep...
I'll be the platform shoes and undo what heredity's done to you...
You won't have to strain to look into my eyes
I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zippedstraight to the throat
With the collar up so you won't catch a cold

I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me
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plans!!!!! [Aug. 12th, 2005|01:34 pm]
Dying Pretty Beats Living Long and Getting Ugly.
my birfday is going to go as follows....

between 9:30 and 10pm this evening, behind the lyric theatre, in assinaboine park, a group of people are going to meet up and from there, who knows!!!
bring whatever you want, warm clothes especially, as well as possibly rain protection!!
dont forget your hooray boots and a handful of happy skittles!!!
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hmmm... [Aug. 12th, 2005|04:21 am]
Dying Pretty Beats Living Long and Getting Ugly.
[Current Mood |exanimateexanimate]
[Current Music |sway - lost prophets]

it's now 4:21 am.
i wanted to go to sleep at about 130, originally.
oh well.
it seems i had decided to say fuck it.
i should sleep.
but i dont want to.
at least i got some good lyrics and stuff tonight.

i only have one birthday wish....

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dooo deee dooo dah! [Aug. 11th, 2005|10:55 pm]
Dying Pretty Beats Living Long and Getting Ugly.
hello hello and hiya!
i figure its been a while, so i should probably give you a quick run down...
waaaay too much has happened in the last little while..
i stayed at my friend ben's for a while, that i sure did.
then i stayed at brando's, then danny's, then ben's again....
i've partied quite a bit.
ended up driving to moose jaw, saskatchewan at 130am on monday with a boy named colin i'd met the night before to rescue our dear rodney...
that was fun!
looong story...
if i have time, i assure you one day i will tell you alllll about it..
it was so much fun...
i wrote, with the assistance of dearest colin, a 27 page mildly poetic, mildly short story-esque recount of the events that occured on monday...with some emotional blah blah blah at the "end" of it.
it sorely needs editing and revising and i think i'm going to go about continuing to add to this story i'm telling you about....i rather enjoyed the way it feels...
blah de blah, i'm once again bored with livejournal so yes...
i've told rodney how i feeeeel!!!
and he is apparently pissed off at nancy!!
but manny is in edmonton i've heard:O
and yes....it's confuuuuuusing!!!
oh well....
come to pharaohs tomorrow night!!!
my birfday!!!!
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(no subject) [Aug. 11th, 2005|05:05 pm]
Dying Pretty Beats Living Long and Getting Ugly.
it's the little things you notice
like how you've been in love with a ghost
and the fact that he was/is your best friend doesn't help it any,
it's just something that will always hurt the most.
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addictus maximus... [Aug. 11th, 2005|12:11 pm]
Dying Pretty Beats Living Long and Getting Ugly.
let's see here....
anything else?
done every day?
addicted?(to the actual substance, as opposed to the high)
far from it.

now that we've gotten the basics of my drug usage, covering the finer points of what(meth, ecstasy), how often(not every day!!), am i addicted(no!), we can move onto discuss why i've brought this up.

it seems that my nomadic lifestyle(eg:"couch surfer") is worrying some people. a lot.
mainly due to their knowledge of my use of methamphetamines, and ecstasy. and apparently some are getting angry with me, or are overly worried almost to the degree of overbearing.
pierce told me this last night.

and apparently nancy is worried about me too.

fuck right off darling, you can worry about me all you want. if you think its drugs that are changing me, well i'm afraid you are wrong. the drugs changed you, turned you into someone i didnt really care to be around. you hurt my friends, you never had time for me, and you, when i mentioned i was most likely going to do something, but the option was still opened for others, you swooped right in and took it, leaving me unable to do it.
this option being the option of aquiring a place in an apartment to live.
which, once you heard about it, you took away from me.
so dont pretend you care.

danny, beaudry, pierce, everyone else....
seriously. i'm alright.
i could attempt to explain everything to you until i'm blue in the bloody face but you'd never understand anyway, so just accept it when i say im fine and be done with it.

but whatever.
i'm going to go get high and avoid eating and sell my body for drugs now, later everyone!
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